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[21 Nov 2005|08:12pm] |
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okay....so i went to mobile and had to say goodbye to matthew b/c he'll be gone for two and a half weeks...gah..i cried like a baby that day...then i drove for three hours straight on the way home and got a ticket at 2:30 in the frickin morning...sucks that i have to pay it. i rode in the band van with mcmb on the way there though and we talked about body fluids the whole way there, like who do you wipe your butt? and do you smell your own crap?...yeah gross i know but i think it got brought up because right b/f i left home i saw a dog crap, sniff it, toss it around and then eat it's own crap....gag!!!it was a giant poodle! my heel hurts from dancing at the show, that's never happened b/f, i think it's b/c the floor was concrete. i have alot of clients tomorrow to catch up on. i graduated cosmetology school!!!yay, that's three graduations in one year!!!i've been busy and that's part of growing up and most my friends aren't near as busy as me and the just don't get it, then they get pissed went i can't chill and it makes me feel like a lame friend...but that's just my life, maybe it'll be different now that i'm not in school, maybe not? i miss being good friends with bethany bad...really bad, i feel like i have no friends even though i know i do, i don't know, it just hurts when i hear about people i love talking crap about me...but that's the story of my life::this month of my life anyway:: so i've come to the conclution that i suck at life...i try but it's not good enough. sorry for being so emo tonight....it'll get better i'm sure
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[22 Oct 2005|07:35pm] |
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the haunted atrox factory was pretty good...going to see the movie doom tonight...i remember playing it with my brother on the computer like ages ago and it was scary then so hopefully this moving kicks. i email erin to explain things today, hopefully truth prevails. i did matt's mom's hair today with low lights and high lights, it turned out gorgeous, but she's a milf anyway so it's all good. life is confusing...and i make it even more so than it has to be, i guess i think to much. my back hurts...don't know why. i love my new cough medicine, i've been sleeping sooo well.;) lori(matt's mom) is just so amazing, she's just so motherly and funny at the same time,she took me out to eat today and shared alot of stuff with me i did with her as well..starbucks sounds good right now. don't you just love how my mind wonders. got an email today and was alittle thrown off by the opening line, but i won't think much of it, try not to anyway....i'll let ya'll know if the movie was any good...holla
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[03 Oct 2005|12:21pm] |
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i'm sorry..i'm on the trip about how people shouldn't be judged by the type of music they listen to...i've heard people say, "i really liked 'so and so' but they listen to 'a band that person didn't like' so i just can date them or be friends with them." how lame is that. music is important and what you listen to says alot about who you are but not as much as people make it out to be.....i like elton john...SO WHAT. i don't like gwen stefani anymore...WHO CARES....people think if they listen to dragon force it makes them cool (don't get me wrong they are an extremely talented band, but people that normally wouln't listen to them do now for the sake of saying they do) it's like metal and death metal have become the next fad or in thing to do....DON'T DO THAT TO METAL..DON'T MAKE METAL A FAD ...METAL DOESN'T COME IN AND OUT OF STYLE....IT DESERVES MORE CREDIT THAN THAT. i love metal not b/c it's cool to but because just watching people play it amazeses me...it takes alot of talent and dedication to be able to play such intricate(sp?) music...so i said alot of that to say this...i enjoy talent, not a studio created voice with back up machine produced drums....and not people that get famous from talking about and somehow convencing people how cool it is to be a 'hussler'.....'gang banger'....'b**ch slapper...and so on.. THESE THINGS DON'T MAKE YOU COOL AND DON'T DEFIND WHO YOU ARE...LOVE MUSIC RESPECT IT'S CREATIVE AND ARTISTIC VALUE...BUT DON'T LET IT DEFIND YOU...DON'T LIMIT YOURSELF TO THAT....AND DON'T JUGDE THOSE AROUND YOU BY THEIR TASTE IN MUSIC EITHER...WHO CARES IF SOMEONE LIKES BACKSTREET BOYS OR THE CARPENTERS, FOR GOODNESS SAKES THEY COULD BE THE PERSON YOUR LIFES BEEN WAITING FOR....
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